What happens if You REMEMBER?
If you resonate with the term "starseed", we must talk about something that I was thinking these days... and I don't really know if you had this same experience, but have you ever experienced this complex "feelings" where you relate to way too many things, aesthetics, movies, book plots.... only to realise that all these you fancy is actually from your (many) past lives you had.
One recent example is my literal obsession with everything Celtic, Irish, Scottish, Gaelic.. you know where I'm going right? Asides from the endless dreams I had since teenage years - when my spiritual awakening happened, I remember myself being in AWE when I visited Ireland in that school field trip. Literally everything since we arrived at the airport. I think since I was around 11 or so, and I found the amazing precious world of magick, I was DREAMING of getting there somehow. And finally my dream came true.
The city sightseeing was cool and all, but I never felt more at home than when we did that walking route in Glendalough. I'm getting flashbacks when I took my Irish tin whistle I bought a couple of days before, and on the lunch break I started playing it, happily, as if I was a fairy :)) (Yes, I also learnt how to play it) It was so much fun!
Walking, hiking through the woods in between classes was total peace. Ireland forever will have my heart (or did it have it already?)
Now my heart and soul strangely enough call me to Switzerland... I'm honestly excited to see what activations and downloads I will receive once I'll travel there!
Relating this beautiful culture and music, I had couple of dreams too I was in similar lands, and working as a healer and/or witch.. From there my fascination with ancient symbols, sacred geometry, sigils, runes in magick came from when I started my teenage years. But then again, I also got confirmed that one of my now lifetime's wounds of "no feeling like I don't belong anywhere, no matter where I am born in, come from or go". Turns out that in one of my past lives I was kicked out of the village, of the community, probably because people started to develop a distrust in women who had ancient knowledge of healing and magick. Really sad!
Other predominant memories outside this planet, them including fighting in the Orion Empire war, that's why I also relate a lot to the Star Wars, Star Trek franchises and the Captain Marvel movies. Later I got confirmed that I was an important figure and was responsible for many soldiers... probably why one of the wounds I was healing was the (sometimes extreme) fear of taking the wrong choices and decisions and regretting them later on... Responsibility is a big task, and with greater weight if you are in care of many lives.
Another important task in myself that I feel strongly within my core, is to hold the frequency of the Divine Feminine, especially on earth. As you probably read on my other posts, I experience a harsh past of abuse since my last incarnation. This means, stepping out of the masculine shield I created to protect my inner child and feminine energy was definitely NOT an easy job. Still transmuting the remainings of my shadows and wounds, even. And what I completely ADORE and makes this easier is meeting men here who are an embodiment of the Divine Masculine frequency. This does not mean they are "completely healed" - no, it's an ongoing process. But! They are doing the inner work, as they know that when you heal yourself and the generations behind you, you heal the world. :)
On a more peaceful note, I do remember I was/am part of a Galactic Council, and we discussed matters relating intergalatic affairs with many races. In many races and random visions I remember talking to different ETs, ones had dark red skin, then I met my Arcturian Elders - teachers that guided me through my soul journey and activations... As well as beautiful life surrounded by an ethereal, iridescent scenerey nature.
Another random memory popping, was my life in the oceanic Mintaka, and the destruction of it, provoking this traumatic lifelonging, endless homesickness in many souls from there. I remember in another dream where I was completely surrounded by water, but I didn't care as my blueish skin was adapted already to it (reference the movie Avatar 2: the Way of Water so you get the idea).
Life was so beautiful. It still is, obviously haha. Sometimes it does get overwhelming to remember and HOLD all these in my head, that is why it is a great idea to get multiple journals to document your soul travels as you grow and evolve. As it is, whenever you receive those downloads, it's always for a reason. everytime I get a memory I KNOW it's always relating a specific situation I'm going through, and which allows me to tap in the wisdom my soul already holds...
That's as far as my earth human brain allowed me to tell you today, so if you are here reading this, do you remember your past lives or relate to any of these?
Let me know below! :)